I feel like crying.

I feel like crying. I don't understand it. I am so sad though. I do not like what my life has become. It revolves around work and money. Like everyone elses. But blah. This sucks.. I am bored. With nothing to do.
I felt like crap so I went and did some exercising and took a shower hoping that it would cheer me up. But it hasn't. I guess the blah phases are going to become just a part of my life...
I finally got everything taken care of with commerce and UNT transcript crap. And the UNT person told me they would take it off so they could process my application and I should know an answer pretty soon.. But it has been since yesterday morning.. And still no answer.. Blah... I hope to find out tomorrow.. Maybe that will cheer me up.. I hope so...
I amso broke.. I have like $5.00 in my name... And by parents have already asked me three times this week to borrow money.. But I keep telling them no. And my mom keeps getting mad at me.. But owell... I need that money for college..
I need something to do.. Someone to talk to.. Someone to hang out with.
Please blah phase.. Go away soon.