So here is a recent update on everything I can think of.
I got to college safely :) everything was goinf great. And I was really enjoying myself. At first. Then I got bored.. Well *here comes the weird part* I was bored one night ans we had all went out to eat for aarons bday party.. And afterwards I was invited to a frat party..
I wanted to see how it was. If it was fun. So I went. Erika and cliff didn't. So anyway. Long story short I drunk like half a beer in four hours. It was discusting and I will probably never do it again. But I did it. Nothing bad happened thank goodness.. But when I got back I told erika what happened. At first she was mad at me. Now she isn't speaking to me. She needs her space. From me.
Why does she need space from me? I am a horrible person now? She makes me feel like she doesn't even want to be my friend. Why is this affecting her so badly? I really do not think it was that big of a deal. It wasn't like I got completely trashed.. So ugh. Wtf.. I hate my life. I don't even want to go to my classes anymore. .. I hate how things change.
